Sunday, July 09, 2017

Saving Shoes

SAVING SHOES


The alarm sounded, and instantly Tantie Aurelia’s work-worn body jerked into action, though not quite mimicking the alacrity of her long-awake mind. She slipped her feet into the pair of cheap, black, threadbare, house shoes she had picked up at Payless close on seven years ago.
“One of these days I’ll throw them awaym” Marcus had threatened.
“These still good, boy,” she protested, leaning on her left foot to ease the strain on her swollen right knee.  Some day, she thought, I’ll still get that pair of red stilettos I’ve always wanted. The time never seemed right. Red stilettos reminded her of pride-of-place, a sense of comfort, belonging, and rootedness she did not yet feel –- not in this foreign land.

Tantie Aurelia prepared his breakfast then stood watching him negotiate the long driveway and speed down the narrow lane, music blaring, tires screeching.  As she turned, she noticed something sticking out under the half-closed flap of the large cardboard Goodwill box in the garage.  She shuffled over to inspect a hardly-used pair of black Reeboks.  His feet had been growing longer as he got taller. For years she had been saving every pair he outgrew to take home, but so far she had not been able to do so. Muttering her disgust, she retrieved them, hitting the soles together to dust them off. She looked around. She was running out of hiding places.

Shoes had always fascinated her. She loved to visit DSW, if only to feast her eyes. She was the cook at Liz’s Roti House on Covington Highway and did some catering on the side when her health permitted. She made sure Marcus wanted for nothing or felt different from the other kids his age. Even now that he used his pizza delivery earnings to buy his own clothes, shoes, gas, and for pocket change, she still struggled with the other bills, and could buy little for herself.

Aurelia hated to throw things out, especially shoes. Somebody back at home would be glad for them. She wondered if this was the “maid- mentality” the African Americans talked about with such scorn when referring to West Indian immigrants. She didn’t care; her heart lay with those poor relatives at home.
“You know how many of your cousins back home walking ‘bout barefoot?”
 “But they have small feet. Some of these are twelve and thirteen? And besides, how they goin’ wear boots? It ain’t got no winter there.”

In his Papa John’s uniform -- green polo shirt, khakis and cap, Marcus, tall, thin and tattooed, shook his head and flashed the grin he knew never failed to melt her heart. It wasn’t that long ago when she, too, was considered good-looking, but now worries furrowed her brow and she felt much older than her forty-six years.

“Aunty, these shoes too heavy to travel with.  They’re going to Goodwill. Where the box at?”
“Boy, you ain’t learn yet not to put a preposition at the end of a sentence? You too American now? I sure your mother turning over in her grave. Don’t worry ‘bout how I goin’ take them back; I goin’ find a way! And is Tantie, not Aunty.”

The shoes continued to pile up. If only she could save the money for two airline tickets. But then she knew she would also have to have enough to spend lavishly when they got there. West Indian immigrants had kept alive the myth of basking in the lap of luxury in America for so long, she wouldn’t want to shatter it now.

Then the idea hit.  Where was that Caribbean Shipping Service business card she had picked up at Liz’s? Hadn’t she put it in a safe place? She found it wedged between the pages of her Jerusalem Bible.  With trembling fingers, Aurelia dialed the number and asked the woman with the Guyanese accent for information. 

When she hung up, she went to check the Folger’s tin where she kept her savings. She had exactly $1096. If she spent the $180 standard shipping charge, she’d have to replace it before the end of the month when she had to pay $1000 deposit to hold Marcus’ place at Morehouse College before his scholarship kicked in. Aurelia turned over the figures in her mind and decided it was possible. She was about to realize her dream. The shoes were going home, although not with her.

It was after eleven that night when she heard Marcus pull up in her car. She was relieved. She couldn’t sleep when he was out there at nights; delivering pizza was dangerous work.  “Aunty, you can’t hide me from God,” he had said, but it didn’t stop her from worrying. His footsteps paused outside her door,
“Aunty, you awake? I could come in for a sec?” His six foot one, eighteen-year-old frame filled the doorway. “Just reminding you -- the Morehouse deposit is due tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow? But I thought you said August thirty-first?”
“No, Aunty.  August first.  Classes start in two weeks.”

Once again, Aurelia watched her dream disappear like soap bubbles.  Strangely this time she felt neither sadness nor disappointment. He was her first priority, she understood that more clearly than ever now, and right here in this America helping him realize his dream was where she belonged.
Next morning she was up early, humming to herself as she fixed breakfast.  On their way back from Morehouse College, they stopped at Goodwill to drop off the box. Marcus grinned broadly as Tantie Aurelia laughingly waved away the tax receipt they offered her.

“One more stop,” she told him.
He raised an eyebrow, put his I-Pod earphones into his ears and reclined in his seat while she drove to DSW at Stone Crest Mall.  Her knee was still in pain; she did not yet have an appropriate occasion for them, nor anything to wear with them, but it didn’t matter. She was buying that pair of red stilettos.

  

©KP Lewis (Kalypsoul
10.19.2009

Super Tuesday: A Resident Alien Reflects

Super Tuesday: A Resident Alien Reflects

Somewhere in the early dawn of well-trodden savannah grass under the bleachers, lying pisteratically inebriated, chugging like Smoky Joe, a superannuated djab malaise sans half the costume sleeps, while strewn all around him are used condoms and discarded cellophane wrappers in rainbow color, evidence of the abandon of Carnival Monday night. Soon it go be the magnificent display of Carnival Tuesday pretty mas competition, for which this little island lives and breathes and daily counts down the jumbie beads in that special calabash calendar; it is the pageantry for which, annually this place welcomes the world. Carnival Tuesday is the highpoint of every native’s year, every year in every native’s every lifetime.

I used to live for this time. I counted my mother’s birthday as exactly ten months and a day after carnival, not exactly three weeks before Christmas, if you get my drift. Life’s watersheds were ranked based on how close to or how far removed from Carnival they were. I had my first major surgery on Carnival Tuesday, right there in the General Hospital across from the Grand Savannah where the competitions were taking place. I forget what year that was but I will always remember it was a Carnival time. Lying in my bed, fresh out of the operating theater, my floating organs jumped in sync to the Despers rhythm section. I even had a few visits from erstwhile masqueraders in full costume, but none from those friends too busy partying to study me.—you know, the usual suspects.

Yet another Carnival Tuesday, playing sailors ashore in a-much-reduced-from-Carnival Monday Burrokeets, I almost massacre another crew member who roll up too close to my husband for my comfort, though to his absolute and way-too-salacious delight. It was another Carnival Tuesday when I got a huge gash in my foot from the loose wires sticking out of the Queen of the Band’s costume. That day I ended up in the same hospital getting sutures. That was when the honey fled the moon in indecent haste and we had our first argument. He left me there and returned to his section; you see, for him, it was either that or suffer a premature end to enjoyment until yet another too-distant next Carnival.

At Carnival time, too, I gave birth to my first and only born, and henceforth did double-duty babysitting the neighborhood children hastily discarded by die-hard masquerading parents for annual birthday celebrations en mi casa. I did not mind; I was at home and could watch it on TV, listen on radio and immerse myself in the excitement that seeps through your every pore, quite in spite of yourself.

So having survived eight years out of costume, I figured I had kicked the habit. I was a fully recovered Carnival addict. So it was not too difficult to survive 13 years of no Carnival or rather, of Carnival Tuesday sitting at my desk or teaching a class about all matters profound having nothing whatsoever to do with Carnival, if indeed such a thing is even possible as a true Trini will argue. All inclusive fetes, Sprangalang and Tommy, Machel, 3Canal, Sugar Aloes and Crazy, Minshall, blue devils, Panorama and Exodus were all submerged memories. I thought about it; read about it; talked about it; but could survive easily away from its presence. You see I was and always will be Trini to de bone; I did not have to do anything to prove that and nothing I did would ever take that away. There was no contest, no trophy or Fedex Cup up for grabs, and I was not trying to pull a Serena. I am Kalypsoul – Carnival is me and I is Carnival—immutable identity-- no stress, no pressure. Trini to de bone.

So imagine my surprise this morning when I suddenly realized that the same Super Tuesday, that has singularly dominated my thoughts, sentiments, anxieties, hopes and dreams, is actually Carnival Tuesday, for which, much to my consternation, I had not spared a thought, so caught up was I in the throes of a highly potent dose of Obamafever. IMMEDIATE RESIDENT ALIEN IDENTITY CRISIS. What manner of thing is this that could dislodge with such impunity the Carnival berthed firmly in every gene of my Trini-born soul? It warrants some analysis.

For many years I resisted the pull of the American dream, existed on the margins of American social, cultural and political life, and saw my job as a divine overseas mission and myself as a mere sojourner, a transient worker in the vineyard following wherever the footsteps of the spirit led. I did not live here; I existed, biding my time until I could return to the land of my birth to live out the rest of my years in the sun and above all, in peace. I lived for the times though, short, few and far between, when I could escape to Caribbean climes, far away from the petty squabbles of Republicans and Democrats. I was a tourist, viewing the lives and loves of the US natives dispassionately or sometimes even with mild amusement, and always from a safe distance. I lived among them but knew for sure I would never be of them. I had a country – fatherland and motherland -- where, under that same silk cotton tree back-a-yard, my navel string was buried. I was here for a short while, as the length of whiles go, and, having a penchant for traveling light, needed not collect additional baggage in transit. But as every seasoned tourist knows, not every souvenir can fit into a suitcase and it is not always possible to answer in the affirmative when asked at the border, “and did you pack this yourself?”

The first inkling that I had excess baggage of unknown origin came a couple years back when, after two fun weeks frolicking in the Caribbean sun, my mind turned inevitably to home – not place of origin, but place of most immediate familiarity, where resided all the accoutrement and sundry other appurtenances vital to my continued existence – job, child, 401Ks, bank accounts, clothes, flash drives, desk top, photo albums, documents, writing portfolio . . . you know. . .stuff. Yes, I yearned for home, and having felt, too, for the very first time the urge to applaud on touchdown at Hartsfield, I shuffled the sentiment to the bottom of the pack and gave it not a second thought. That is, until someone asked me if I would jump at the chance to return home today, if given the option.

For a mere nano-second, I hesitated, but long enough to analyze the significance of the pause. I realized that, after two or three weeks, all the reasons why I left in the first place, would come rushing back, bringing with them that same claustrophobia within which I was buried prior to migration. I had visions of all the things I cannot allow myself to revisit -- except in my dreams, which do have the power to weave a wand of magical erasure and out of nothing create the stuff that dreams are made of.

Just a fleeting moment's lapse, I told myself, as nostalgia for my Caribbean home lurks around every corner. Everything I see, smell, touch, hear and taste or feel either reminds me of, or makes me long for, the sights, sounds, smells, flavors and feel of home. I go somewhere and its déjà vu of home; I just have to open my mouth and I am reminded of home or if I am not, some heavily-accented, loud-mouthed, obnoxious, English-butchering Joe or Joan Public will never fail to remind me with some inane remark like, “Oh you have an accent! Where are you from?” expecting, I guess, a well-rehearsed apology for self and place of origin, topped by a 'GodBlessAmericaLandoftheFreeandHomeoftheBrave' spiel. And for God’s sake, don’t noignorantbody ever refer to the Caribbean as “the islands” in my earshot again! For you it may be your cheap, sun-filled playground where you get your one opportunity to strut your crumpled, faded, green-backed condescension to your little heart’s content -- feel free, but while you are at it, please respect that for me and several million others this is home.

I had told myself I’ll retire as soon as my child graduates from college and head South of the Key West border to the place I call home. But return is easier said than done. There are certain don’t's that come with the concept of return. You see, there are roots and fruits to consider. Funny, but roots are living things that continue to grow deep and strong wherever you stand too long, even where you did not intend to tarry. And even funnier, roots have a way of sprouting branches, subsidiary roots but just as binding. And roots have a way of pulling you back, reining you in just when you think you have escaped. And then, there are the fruits. . binding in one way if you have them, and in an entirely different way if you have not yet been fruitful. Either way, plans of return are smoked.

So you finally understand and acknowledge reluctantly to self that permanence of return can exist only in the realm of imagination. That is when you slowly and tentatively begin to acquire the outward signs of that inward resignation. You buy a house; for the first time you even . . heaven forbid . . .consider citizenship, all the while telling yourself it means nothing, just the upholstery of temporary comfort. . . nothing more.

And then, out of the clear blue, just when I was minding my own business, comes Obamafever. And you find yourself swept off your feet and propelled forward in this Billowing tide, rushing pell-mell toward change. So exciting and empowering, you cannot help but surrender to its power. The force has possessed you so completely that as Super Tuesday rolls around, you do not even give a thought to the Carnival fever sweeping your little nation. You spend Dimanche Gras watching reruns of the presidential debate on MTV and thinking how he (Obama) ‘kilt’ the competition, and e-mailing friends with requests to join the ObamaforChange grassroots group you have just started. J’Ouvert morning you wake up to the strains of Black Eye Peas singing with Obama “Yes we can!”

It is like the 60’s all over again – watching Woodstock or MLK or X on TV, or with your ears peeled to the radio while Eric Williams holds forth in The People's Parliament of Woodford Square and hands over the keys to your nation's future to you -- the schoolchildren. You sense an agency and urgency so profound it defies definition, description and denial. You are shaken to the core by an excitement so tangible you can almost touch it. You know where this is heading and you want to be there with it. Almost in spite of yourself, you have become part of the wave of the future, the movement that has brought hope to America and to the world and has renewed your faith in the power of global change.

In the eyes of many you may be just a spit in the ocean that is America – just as insignificant and just as disdained; you may be just a island goldfish swimming out of time in this vast aquarium; you may be just a resident alien – not yet a US citizen, but somewhere deep within you, it suddenly becomes clear – you are part of a global movement for change that knows no country, no bounds. Carnival and Mardi Gras have become one with Super Tuesday and it does not matter where you originally hailed from because you now belong to the OBAMANATION.

©KPLewis (Kalypsoul)
02.04.2008


The Unholy Trinity

The Unholy Trinity



Hunched-backed and graying but with eyes that pierce the darkness, Bonita rises from her bed, steadies herself with her cane made of roughly-hewn poui, shuffles over to the rocker, and picks up her sewing. With so much on her mind, she finds it difficult to sleep tonight. Time is running short and she’s not ready. In two weeks they all  have to leave this Socorro Valley -- the only home they have ever known .
Bonita wonders whyeveryone is so resigned to their fate. They say it’s God’s will.  But not her God. 
She pours rum in libation to Yemanya, and to her forbears who came here to clear forests, and give birth to all these cocoa estates. Indigenous Guarajuns, Spanish, French,
Indian, and African, all melded together in harmony for two centuries -- the living, the dead, and those yet to come. She brings the bottle to her lips, thinking, “This is our place, el lugar de nosotros, and if we must go, there’ll be hell to pay.”
In this cradling place, with its tall wafting bamboos, cool Immortelle shade, and the pungent smell of rotting cocoa leaves and overripe sarapia, she was born, lived her whole life, and raised eleven children. The first, Virgie, passed away during childbirth the same night of the pronouncement. Virgie’s unnamed stillborn has joined the unbaptized Douens, committed to roam in limbo for all eternity.  Now she must leave them all to make way for the dam the governor says he is building. 
Somebody will have to suffer.
Miguel, the husband Virgie left behind, no longer calls out to Bonita or drops in on his way home from work. He has started staying out late, drinking, running the streets -- no doubt scattering wild seed where he owns no garden, leaving the children to fend for themselves. Bonita wonders in whose bed he is tonight. She adjusts the white jersey headtie she always wears wrapped tight around her head, like a mapipire, coiled and ready to strike.
“Hmm. He better watch that reckless behavior.”
While her husband, Ignacio, recovering from the heart-attack he got on that fateful night, snores on, Bonita picks up the memory mat she is making. It is coming along nicely – almost done, but not quite. The underside is smooth, but the topside, with its knots and loose ends of many colors and textures, is the side that everybody sees and wonders what the hell she is doing.   When it’s completed, it’ll make perfect sense. They’ll see.  Virgie’s wedding dress, her shroud, a piece of the altar cloth from their now-dynamited Santa Ana church -- each strip represents a different vignette of their life in this place.  This one is for Nella, Virgie’s firstborn, the one that reminds her of herself: the same feisty glint in her eyes and the same hot-blooded bacchac temperament.
Bonita glances over at the makeshift window.
Hmm. Full moon tonight. This is her favorite time.
There is an unnerving stillness around her. On nights like this all decent people remain ensconced in their homes. And every zandolee finds its hole. On nights like this, they say, the gathering of dark night people under the big silk cotton Ceiba tree at the Cascabel Junction near Bonita’s house, is especially populous.
Bonita feels the mat slip from her hands. Her needle falls silent. She nods off.  Strips of cloth scatter across the floor. The rum bottle lies on its side, spilling its contents.
And now her three protectors emerge ready for action. The Unholy Trinity rises from the colorful swirl and beckons her to join their assembly under the silk cotton tree.
“Hmm. Everybody - toute moun -- better watch they arse.”
**
The matriarch, Sukuya, rum bottle in hand, draws herself up to full height. She has not sucked salt; she can fly. No longer the bocey-backed target of their jeers, she now flaunts by night the very power they deny her by day.
With one shrug of her bony shoulders, she frees herself of her old, shriveled up black skin and steps out from behind the thick trunk of the Ceiba tree.
Sukuya spreads her wings and takes to the sky like a batti-mamzelle, a fiery dragon-fly,  whizzing away in search of that haughty governor and his hoity-toity wife. They say the abettor is worse than the thief. Her voice cracks as she sings her sweet lavway,
“Show no mercy.
Sans humanité.”

Sukuya lands on the green sloping roof of the pretentious mansion wedged between the Savannah and the Botanical Gardens.  She enters through one of the hundred windows they say it has, though no one has bothered to count – or close. The mansion erupts in pandemonium.
“Oh, Lord, sir! It don’t look good for she at all,” Priscilla, ebon black and buxom, cries, hustling necessities into Lady Audrey’s ornate boudoir with its heavy gold brocaded drapery.
“That big blue mark on she leg. Is Sukuya that suck she. Open a scissors in the form of a cross under she pillow, sir.”
“What nonsense, Priscilla!” Si Liam Lester says. “You people are so superstitious. Come. Check her temperature while I call Dr. Sellier. And stop mumbling all that primitive rubbish.”
He paces the room, worry lines complicating the look of permanent aloofness on his face. His navy terry-cloth robe and his blue pin-striped pyjamas seem  in disarray; his hair lacks its customary severe, slicked-back shine.
He cannot explain the mark either.  Lady Audrey’s hallucinating and running a fever that isn’t responding to Paracetemol. Priscilla hovers over her applying cold compresses to her forehead.
“Sir, you want me rub she down with warm soft-candle and put more blankets to sweat the fever out?”
“No more silly old wives’remedies, Priscilla. The doctor’ll be here shortly.”
Lady Audrey lies curled in a fetal ball in the middle of the huge canopy bed. Her hair is tousled, her face wan, her eyes dark, sinking into a vortex of ever-deepening circles. With unexpected strength, she leaps toward Liam and latches on to him with the tenacity of a tree frog. Priscilla pries her away, and guides her back to the bed.
“It must be about 102 or more now,” Priscilla says, touching the back of her hand to Audrey’s forehead.
Liam pours his fourth stiff drink of the night-- Johnny Walker Black on the rocks -- and downs it with one loud gulp. Strange things have been happening since he revealed his plans for the dam project.
“As soon as this crisis is over,’’ he tells Sellier, “ I’m requesting a transfer.”
Sellier, a short, rotund  man with horn-rimmed glasses, yellowing teeth, and a balding, mottled scalp, shows none of the local deference for Liam’s gubernatorial authority. He slaps Liam on the shoulder and shouts, “Cheer up, old chap. It’s just one of the usual viruses. This is the tropics, you know. She’ll be up and about by tomorrow, I guarantee.”
Audrey is asleep now.  Priscilla escorts Dr. Sellier out, and Liam goes to the decanter again.
Sukuya watches while he downs four more, before slumping into an almost supine position in the Victorian wing chair, barely aware of his surroundings. She takes the glass from his hand, finishes the contents, then dashes it to the floor. 
In glee, she mounts him and begins her slow, sinuous ride. “Sans humanité.
He does not hear her raucous laughter when, sated, she lets herself out through the same window by which she came; he does not see the ball of fire zinging across the midnight sky.
Back at home base, Sukuya begins to sing her verification formula to re-enter her discarded skin.
“Skin, skin, you know me? You know me old skin?”
Then she stops.
 “No. Not yet.  We still have work to do.”

***

Not too far from there, near a mossy rock jutting out sharply from the Socorro River, Madame Mamaglo surfaces, fortified with rum, and lifts her full bosom to the wind.
“Woohoohooohoohoohoo!” Her warbling laughter is as rippling and chilling as the river that is her home.
In her diaphanous seaweed-colored negligee, she throws back her head, and shakes pearls of water from her waist-long, tangled tresses. She sits on the rock drying her scaly backside. La vie est bon. Life is good.
She has accomplished much today –things that could neither be postponed nor delegated – water sources to guard, water courses to traverse. There’s always something. If it isn’t a greedy fisherman, it’s some untrained schoolchild who has not been taught the virtues of conservation, or some over-zealous colonial offical out to gain political mileage from dam-building.
But this dam . . . is damned.
“Whooohooohooohooohoohoohoo!” Her laughter is scandalous, bacchanalian even.
She had fun today: prodding every subject to come to life at her bidding,  caressing every leafy green lizard fond of enjoying its mating rituals in the sun.
“And they better not touch one scale on anything that swishes a fin in these watery depths.” 
Mamaglo settles down to await her serpentine lover, Monsieur Macajuel. Whenever they come together all who dare disturb the peace of her watery home are sent skating on their way to forever.
This is where Andrews unwittingly encounters her later as she lies intertwined in Macajuel’s love embrace.
Andrews, the tall lingay one with the raw pink complexion, red bushy beard and angular body, pauses, takes off his hard hat and wipes his brow where his sweat-soaked hair has dripped its excess. 
Although it is late, the heat is still punishing. Mamaglo knows him well. His name is really Andrew. But he has come to understand that for a nobody to get some respect among these British expatriate workers, you have to add an ‘s.’ Immediately thereafter, the name stops sounding like that of a mischievous brat. Now, when the word ‘Andrews’ is uttered, the ‘Mr’ automatically attaches itself as fitting prologue. He likes that.
But the tropical heat here does not care where one stands on the social ladder, and neither does she.  “Sans humanité.”
 Andrews shrugs off his khaki shirt and bares his scrawny chest.  He hacks up a wad of yellowish brown phlegm laced with tobacco juice and spits it as far as the wind will carry it. Mamaglo, still basking in the afterglow of her amorous entanglement, ducks sideways and lets it whizz past to land inches from her tail-fin. Narrow-eyed, she watches as Andrews stoops to test the temperature of the water. Frigid and refreshing, she knows, just the way these Northern types like it. Andrews splashes some of the icy water on his face and calls over his shoulder,
“Taking a swim, Cor Blimey!” His pallid body slices its way into the murky pool and disappears.
            Ça c’est couyon!  What a fool!”
Deep within her, excitement bubbles like fizzy champagne in celebratory ascent. Andrews doesn’t know it yet, but tonight he will mate with her in her watery bed. She will instruct him in many things. She knows Macajuel, now stretched out somewhere deep in sleep after having his fill, will not mind.
Mamaglo throws her head back, licks her lips, and traces her fingers lingeringly along the voluptuous lines of her cleavage, all the while shivering in anticipation. Let him ramajay, show his motion now; she is not in any haste. Poke-a-poke, little by little, she will catch up with him.
Then, with élan, and sleek, unhurried grace, Mamaglo slips under in pursuit of him.  Unlike Andrews, she has plenty of time.
***
Right there on the Cascabel Junction bridge that marks the Crossroads entre la vie et la mort, between life and death, Mademoiselle Lajablesse sits waiting, cross-legged and demure.
Her sisters have taught her well.  Lajablesse likes the shady comfort of night and its element of surprise. She takes a swig from the petit-quart she carries hidden in her bosom, adjusts her frilly skirt to conceal her one cloven hoof and serpent tail, and snickers as the time draws near.
This is the moment she has been salivating for. Tonight he will be all hers. She will teach him a lesson he’s not likely to forget. “Sans humanité.”
But wait. He is nowhere in sight.  Always the impatient one, she goes in search of him.
She finds Miguel lying spread-eagled on his back in that woman’s bed, his naked body  draped haphazardly across the bed, the covers long gone. He is staring at the ceiling, letting his thoughts ascend to what he thinks is the nothingness above.
“Man, that was a wicked session last night,” he shares aloud with the emptiness. “You ain’t see how Virgie come alive? Since when she enjoy this thing so much? Time for Round Two.” 
“Round Two? Eh eh! You’re mine now.”  Lajablesse cackles.
She cannot resist his olive skin, soft curly hair, his god-like features, his hard muscular body glistening in evidence of earlier exertions.  She bends down and touches her lips to his, letting her tongue linger a while to lap up his sweetness. She moans as the tips of her breasts brush against his chest. It’s torture to wait any longer.
Levé! Levé! Get up, m’sseur lover-boy, get up!”
Miguel stirs as he feels what he must think is a little bug of some sort roaming on his body, tickling his moustache. His free hand goes up to brush away the disturbance. The woman nestled in his arms stirs.  Miguel is fully awake now.
“But wait! Ain’t Virgie dead?  So who the hell is this?”
He looks down and his face grows pale. It is Schoolteacher Dorothy, the one they call Uglita. She has been pining after him for years.
Lajablesse can tell he is wondering what he is doing sleeping with this woman he can’t even bear to look at by day. He springs up from the bed, pushes her to the far side, hauls on his faded dungarees, and bolts without a backward glance. He has forgotten to take his boots. But no power on earth could make him go back now.
At the Cascabel bridge, he rests his eyes on this gorgeous caramel-colored creature sitting there in red satin dress with cinched waist and long billowing black petticoats that kiss the ground.  Her wide-brimmed straw chapeau shrouds much of  her face. Despite his resolve, he feels the usual tightening in his trousers. Lajablesse lowers her eyes. Miguel whistles a low catcall, but says nothing.
Lajablesse jumps up and comes to stand within a hair’s breadth of him, rubbing her palms up and down his thighs, her expert fingers teasing him with the promise of more to come.
“I could walk with you?” she asks, her voice coy, coquettish, seductive; her eyes downcast. 
He nods, his heart romping apace like lappe on the run.
They fall into silent step. His manly hackles are on alert; she feels the heat emanating from his loins. He is breathing hard, no doubt racking his brain for something clever to say. Lajablesse is eager to plant her kiss of death. But she must wait. After all, this is only the foreplay. Her love nest, from which no man has returned to give report, awaits just beyond the mountains.
The wind stirs up a whiff of  her faint powdery perfume. It is the unmistakable scent of death flowers these villagers have wisely learned to fear. She must be careful.
But too late.
Beads of icy perspiration appear on Miguel’s brow. His eyes search for a way to escape.
Then he remembers. He reaches into his pocket, pulls out an Anchor Special and puts it between lips that tremble under the unaccustomed weight of long-forgotten prayers. He strikes a match. He must know she is afraid of fire -- and even more, of prayers.
Instantly, she vanishes from his sight.
Miguel rushes home in record time and collapses just inside the front door, her eerie, mocking laughter still ringing in his ears.
“Kya-kya-kya! You lucky you ain’t talk or I would have gone with you.”
***

Way past midnight, Bonita awakens, rubs her blurry eyes, stretches, twisting her neck this way and that to lubricate the bones along her aging spine. A haunting talcum aroma teases her senses. She gathers her rum bottle and scattered scraps.  Across the way, she sees the lights go off in Miguel’s house.
“Hmm. That strange. He home already?”
She folds away her precious handiwork and crawls into bed beside her Ignacio, who never strayed even after all these years. She is feeling aroused tonight -- like on all full moon nights.
Next morning, Bonita is sitting on the low wooden bench in her front yard, sewing and sipping her rum-laced coffee, when Miguel comes through on his way to work.
 “Hmm. Long time no see.  Early night last night?”
“Yes, ma. Ain’t no use running from grief. Only get you into more trouble.” 
Her chuckle mingles with the last sweet drops in her demi-tasse.
 “Another worker drown in the dam last night,”  Miguel says. “ And the news say the governor’s wife pass away in her sleep, and he self in hospital. Like somebody put a good cut-arse on him.” 
“Hmm. They musn’t mess with what they ain’t put down. I tell you, that place cursed. They will never finish that dam. Mark my words.”
He shrugs. “Well, later, Ma.”
“Hmm.”
Bonita wonders why everything she has just heard has such a familiar ring to it.
She knots the last pieces into place – strips of gold brocade, sea-weed colored rayon, navy terry-cloth, blue pin-stripes, khaki cotton, faded denim, white jersey -- all tied together into the crocus bag base with threads that look like strands of corded hair.
Bonita holds up her tapestry to the light.
There, in a blaze of vibrant color, la trinité sans humanité appears in circular mosaic, faces uplifted as if in exultation.

Se acabo. Fini. It is finished.”

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©K.P. Lewis (Kalypsoul) 

04.24.2011